So, I’ve seen a few people sharing their first time experiance here. So, I will as well. Mine however is not filled with hot, unbridled passion, but with booze and spite. Heck.. it doesn’t even have much sex….
So, I was 13 (Young, I know..) and had been dating this guy that I was in love with the way only a 13 year old could love someone. He was 17, and not a virgin, but had been quite patient with me and my virginity. Things hadn’t been so great for us lately, so I decided it was time to have sex with him, to hopefully bring us back together.
I set the stage: July 4th party at my grandparents house while they are away. It will already be stocked with liquor, so that was a plus. I invite some friends, but not too many, cause I didn’t want it to be a big party. And, of course, my boyfriend. The party was going to be a 2 day event.. starting on July 3rd, and going on until the 4th.
So, July 3rd comes around and I am filled with anticipation for the night ahead. I am ready to lose my virginity. Even though I was young, I felt like I had held onto it forever. I can’t get ahold of my boyfriend, so my friends and I head to the mall (we were all mallrats back then.. if you were looking for anyone, you went to the mall. If they weren’t there then, chances are they had already been there and someone could tell you where they had gone, or they would be there later). I find him, after much searching. He says that we needed to talk, and pulls me to the side. To this day… I can still tell you exactly where we were during the conversation! He says that we need to break up, that he never really loved me, but liked me as a friend. I’m crushed, obviously. So, as he leaves, he tells me to not do anything stupid at the party. OK people.. I’m 13, heartbroken, and the guy who just crushed me is telling me to not do anything stupid. What goes through my mind? you.. just for that I WILL have sex tonight. Honestly.. if he hadn’t said that comment.. I wouldn’t have this story to tell.
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So, we finally get to the house, and I size up my options. Not much to choose from. There’s a total of 7 of us there.. 2 couples, me, and 2 other guys. One guy wasn’t even an option. He was a nice guy and a good friend, but I could not imagine having sex with him (He later revealed that he was gay. Wasn’t a big shock to any of us… but the guys sure liked him). So, 1 choice. He was my “dad” in this mock family that we had and I had heard some stories about him having some talent in bed. So, choice made, I start to drink. Mind you, I really wasn’t attracted to this guy.. but I had to have sex with someone…
So, I sit next to him on the couch, and he’s being nice to me cause he knows that Bryan and I split up that day. I don’t even remember how it all happened, but I started kissing him, and he knew what I was after. I made no secret about it. If I remember correctly, when I was telling him the story of how we broke up, he had said that I should do something “stupid” just to piss him off, and I told him I agreed.
So, we end up in the back bedroom, and this is where it’s supposed to get all hot and steamy, right? Yeah.. don’t hold your breath for that. We get to the bedroom, strip down, he puts on the condom and we have sex. It’s that simple. I barely even felt anything. And I wasn’t drunk at all, either. I wanted to be.. but I wasn’t. Now, my hymen had been broken before by the guy who broke up with me through fingering. But I was still a virgin and I didn’t really feel anything. He enjoyed it enough.. and it was soon over. Maybe 10 minutes, tops. I think it was less.
So, we leave the room and everyone there is being all congratulatory towards me for finally losing my virginity. And we’re commanded to do it at least one more time by one of the guys. So we do, and it’s the same.
And that, my friends, is how and why I lost my virginity… for spite. Pure and simple spite
